What should a 25 year old loser who is at absolute rock bottom in literally everything in life do, considering that he has nothing to lose??

I'm a 25 year old male and I have absolutely no friends, no family except for my older sister (my twin sister hates my guts and treats me like garbage constantly, and my mom barely cares enough to talk to me), have a severe porn/masturbation addiction, fast food addiction, have low testosterone levels (618 ng/dL), never have any energy or motivation to do anything (even simple tasks), never "feel like a man," live an extremely pathetic lifestyle, significantly lack general life skills, severely lonely, have no social life, no job, dropped out of college when I was 22 years old with multiple D and F grades on my transcripts, no idea what career I want to pursue, no money in my savings account, no drivers license (although I am working on this, so I guess that's something I'm doing to improve myself), bad credit score of 380, never even hugged a girl before, let alone been on a date, kissed, or had sex with one, never been to a party before, and have zero good life memories. I don't have any real hobbies, ambitions, or actual goals in life.

Holy shit. Where do I even start?