Noticed an extremely bizarre link between tapes and life events

So basically I started the tapes late last year and recently I’ve noticed every time I do the tapes (quite literally EVERY single time) some horrific event happens in my life.

My whole family got ill, my wife has been in and out of hospital, I’ve been arrested (although completely innocent and granted an apology from the force after proving so), debt collectors out of the blue (no mail contact from companies saying can you pay please) and plenty of other things that are very personal but I won’t say.

My wife claims the house we moved in to is haunted because of everything going wrong since moving here. I have told her I’m listening to meditation tapes to try and deal with stress but I haven’t spoke about the nature of Gateway because she is extremely suspicious of this kind of “Satanic” stuff (came from an overly zealous Christian family.)

My question is this: am I just being paranoid or am I not doing this right and allowing negative energies/beings to manipulate my life?

I personally haven’t befallen anything really, it’s always others around me that are suffering and by default I’m dragged in to the drama.

I personally feel infinitely better but my life is crumbling around me and causing significant suffering. I am enjoying my experiences but I can’t stop seeing the TAPE > DISASTER the next day.

I’ve stopped the tapes for two days now and I plan on keeping away for the rest of the month but I’m curious, does anyone else have any similar experiences?