School sends me to Lithuania

so. last night i found out that my school is sending me on a sponsored trip to a workshop in Lithuania next week. very last minute, I know.

i've been on t for a couple years and have changed my name around that time too, am 'cis passing', male on official documents, top surgery coming up in two months but am A cup.

afaik Lithuania is not the most lgbtq friendly country out there, so i'm a little scared tbh. realistically ik i will be surrounded by a mainly international + artsy crowd, so chances are they aren't gonna beat me up on sight or anything lmao.

i also haven't been on a plane since starting my transition so it's kind of stressing me out. i obviously didn't know i was gonna go on this trip until just now and i've been smoking blunts and high on e + lsd last weekend. could that become a problem at the airport? i fr don't know.

school originally told me that the sponsor sorts out the hassle of plane tickets, lodging and upkeep but I'm finding out that the sponsor merely provides the finances to do so and I still need to figure out and reserve those services myself. this is just adding to my stress. i don't even know where exactly the workshop is being held, what if i get a hotel and it's like, a million miles away.

fml i'm just stressed and need someone to tell me to chill.