Hopelessly in love with Xaden

As the flair says I am a first tome reader. I finished Fourth Wing on Sunday, and I am already about 1/3 way through Iron Flame.

I am obsessively obsessed and in love with Xaden. Is this normal? I wish I could call in sick all week just to read about him. I am engaged but unfortunately he’s not Xaden and doesn’t come with a dragon and shadows.

I read the maasiverse before here and never really loved the male characters like him. Ruhn would come closest so maybe it’s a shadow bad boy thing haha.

(Sorry if people have posted this posts, too scared to read through for spoilers and I have learnt my lesson from other subreddits haha