Lows are probably how I'll get myself killed

Am I the only one that gets the notification of "low blood sugar" but don't act bcs is entertained doing smthn else?

Like, I'm working/studying and even feel my body getting lighter and lighter as it gets worse but I don't care bcs I just need some juice or something like that to revert it.

I know they are dangerous and almost passed out and nearly died bcs of some of those many times but it's just so normal to me that idc anymore.

And when I finally go to the kitchen after I finished the chapter of the novel that I'm reading, I just get lazy and don't want to eat nothing bcs there's nothing special to eat. I want an Oreo milkshake everytime I get a low but I only have those damm apples.

Dnno, just some thoughts.