⚠️TW. Saw my childhood rapist in a function

Hi everyone. So I went to a function and while eating food a guy asks me, 'hey Algae? Did you recognise me?', 'Who?' , ' I am 'X'.' I had to act like I didn't remember him but I was tearing inside. Not a lot of people know this other than 4-5 people some of whom I didn't intend I didn't intend to let people know but life I guess. I really don't know how I am feeling. I am at home now not understanding what to do and how to deal with this shit. It's been years and I almost never think about it but I guess life hates me. He legit had audacity to ask me did you recognise me? Asif whatever he did for 5 yrs wasn't enough, Asif what he did when I was 5 wasn't enough that he asks me? I don't know man.. I just want to get away from him. Thankfully it's a one-off incident and I really hope that I don't meet him ever again. I don't know my thoughts are a mess

Food in picture - tomato soup. This is the photo of the soup which I made a month ago. I don't think I want to eat anything for the time being but if I want to eat something to comfort myself it would be tomato soup lol