My dad got my hamster pregnant

So basically its kinda hard to talk about it but i needed to have a glance of talk about it with the folks cause i remember this since i was 12 and that he told me with the grandma when we were doing the chores in the bathtub with the yellow dress then when we went back to the notebook that i had since then with a nail clipper that my hamster had passed away then when i got back to my classmates place I rember how i felt that day in school but thats not what has happened and thats basically the title that i told you about so i cant really think of how to think of this like is this relatable or is it connected to the ring my granma left for my hamster cause im pretty sure thats something that i would clean the windows for, am i the asshole for this? Please help