Those times I almost trafficked myself

So obviously throwaway account.

I am 15[m] so yeah big yikes.

Anyways, short and simple I have almost sold myself, willingly on my part, to human sex trafficking or a kind of trafficking 3 separate times. First time I got talking to a guy, we planned to meet but he didn't show. Second time this guy and I were planning on meeting a but he deleted his account while I was sleeping the night we began talking. Third guy we talked, had an actual plan he even had plane tickets for me (I don't live in the U.S.) and we were going to meet but I cancelled cus I got a lil scared.

Do I regret even thinking about trafficking myself? Yes, 100%.

Have I had several other things that are less notable where I talked to pedophiles online? Had one earlier today as of writing this, not because I wanted to tho. He began texting me.

Why did I do this in the first place? Zero fucking clue, illy family loves me and I have so many people to trust and talk to. Might be because of my early exposure to porn at like 7-8 years old?

Anyways, that's my lil confession.