I turned myself into a woman with AI and it completely broke me

I’ve think I have completely lost it.

Two weeks ago, i made an nude naked ai image of myself as a woman. "Just for fun".

She was super hot. I should have deleted it. Instead, i made more. Full body naked nudes. Filthy sexy erotic pictures of myself. before i knew it, i had a whole gallery of myself in ways no Man should ever see himself.

Then after a while i didn’t even need the ai anymore. I could just picture it. Close my eyes and imagine myself, as a woman, getting railed by me. Just me, my brain, and creampuff, my now battle-worn favorite Fleshlight.

Proper food, cleaning and hygiene was already at a low priority before this, but this last two weeks has made it worse. Two weeks of nothing but jerking it to the thought of fucking myself.

Today was supposed to be different. I was going to eat real food. Feel normal again. After a shower i opened my delivery app, picked a meal, was about to order.. Then i saw it!

"Fleshlight Launch". Same-day delivery In the same fucking app! That is machine where you mounts your Fleshlight. And it automatically moves it like "someone else is fuckin you". A hands free Fleshlight milking machine.

Yeah. no dinner today after all.. Just me, and my freshly delivered $200 automatic dick milking machine., and the realization that I fantasize about fucking myself.

Tl;Dr: I made an ai nude naked vercion of myself, got obsessed, stopped eating, opened an app to order food, saw a same-day delivery for a "Fleshlight Launch". Now a milking machine is giving me the closest thing to having sex with myself.

Edit: Sorry for dropping this here on Confession, but I had to get it off my chest. I don’t know if I need help or just a wake-up call, but here we are.