Cleaning as*

Alright.. I’ll be honest. today was my first day at clinicals and was asked if I wanted to wipe. I responded with “I don’t think I’m ready for that” because I really wasn’t lol. I know this will be part of the job but omg I just don’t know how to feel about having to see someone’s private part and cleaning them… has anyone felt this way before? But are now still a CNA? Will I get used to it? Please someone tell me it’s not that bad.. I’m sure it isn’t. Maybe I need to get hands on to know it’s not that bad ? I cannot quit. My end goal is to become a nurse. And I need the extra points on my college application so I need a year of experience in the medical field. Becoming a CNA was the quickest way to get medical experience… my goal is to work at a hospital as a PCT with my CNA license most jobs here where I live require you to have CNA and will train you to be PCT. Someone tell me it’s not that bad. lol or how was your experience!! In the beginning of your journey …… don’t judge me please. 🙏🏻