28f anyone wanna be a friend?

I’m so fucking lonely I feel so pathetic. Currently just laying around listening to my chem and going through concert memories in my camera roll. Probably gonna start on You, maybe watch an episode or two before I try to sleep.

Had a long day at work and i’m just really unhappy. Unhappy in general. I’ve got a decent job but i’m not moving forward…this isn’t what I wanted out of life. Feels like every day just gets harder and harder to get through.

I’m so tired of pretending to be okay around people irl because nobody wants bad/negative energy around. And I get it, I really do. Just sucks. I used to be so full of life…somewhere along the way I lost myself and I don’t know how to get myself back. I miss myself so fucking much. The old me, I mean.

If you’re cool and a decent/genuine person and struggle with depression and anxiety as well, reach out bestie 😭 I need a friend bad.