Today I cried

Today I cried, and even though it's not the first time, it was different.

Today I cried because it's my brother 16th birthday and I'm missing it because I'm bedbound.

Today I cried because I miss my family.

Today I cried because I looked at the sky and thought that it would have been a lovely weekend 4 months ago.

Today I cried because I'm at my 100th day of Long Covid and I'm already severe/very severe.

Today I cried because I realized I might not be able to play video games (my favorite hobby) ever again.

Today I cried because I have no hope.

Today I cried because I don't know how long I will be able to continue feeling horrible everyday, but I don't want to cause more pain to my partner and family.

Today I cried writing this post.

Today I cried, and I will surely have PEM because of this...