My fur-baby died today. Can I please see yours?

Our cat, Riker, died today… his last days were filled with pain and fear too. He has a really bad bladder blockage, and he couldn’t use the bathroom. We tried giving him special food with medicine, but he always threw it up, so it couldn’t get into his system and help him. We took him to the vet again today, but we couldn’t afford the surgery to remove the blockage, and they had to put him down. The worst part of that is that I wasn’t there with him! I was at home asleep while my family had taken him to the vet! I wasn’t with him during his last moments and I feel terrible. He was so friendly and loved to make countless biscuits on my stomach while purring louder than ever! He loved to sleep next to my legs when given the chance, he would come to me and rub up against me if he wanted affection while refusing to leave until he got what he wanted. He was almost always by my side, and yet I wasn’t with him while he was scared and in pain during his final moments. He loved to play with his brothers. He even taught them how to knock over the food container to open it! I really miss him and wish he were by my side purring right now.