This is sad and funny at the same time

So I have beaten DS1, DS2, DS3, Elden Ring, Sekiro and I played Bloodborne 3 years ago but I left it at Micolash, this is my second time and I’m doing the platinum, I just need the three endings and chalice, but I’m also doing the 100%, so, in the DLC, I was scared of Ludwig, Maria and Kos beating my ass, BUT, I did Ludwig at the FIRSY TRY EVER, Maria at the second one, but the fucking living failure killed me 4 TIMES…