Looking for friends (neurodivergent or neurotypical)

Hello, my name is Aria and I'll be turning twenty two soon. This might be a shot in the dark but I haven't been blessed in the social category in life, my sister died when I was 7 and she was 6. You know I used to say we were soul twins, now I'm starting to realize that childhood dream was true. Ever since then, I've struggled with abandonment issues and self love. I don't want to post my whole life story on here but I've always felt a disconnect with my culture and community in present time(I feel heavily connected to my ancestors and black people of the past). And now that me and the guy I'm dating we are getting pretty serious, but he's a Alabama white man. I don't want I have to be my boyfriend and a woman I was/kinda still am madly in love with to be my only friends in the world. I'm loving, kind, I'm compassionate and I'm considerate. I'm really easy to talk to, strangers open up to me and tell me their life stories and stuff but once they have what they need from me they don't stick around anymore. I hope that this reaches someone and that they might want to be my friend. Id love to have a small black girl discord server where we talk about what we are watching or reading, talking about spiritually or being self diagnosed, people who frequently are in the mental health waiting room. I'm so much more than I meantioned but yeah this is me, looking for friends or friend group. Let me know if you really like weird black girls who were bullied in school.