I got fired today.

I got fired from a job that love for underperforming. This job paid me well, I got to travel but most importantly, it helped me take care of my daughter by myself (I'm a single parent). I've ever been so afraid of what the future holds and honestly I feel so much shame from this. I was diagnose with bipolar 2 years ago and I'm still not sure how to effectively manage it in terms of work. My gran, whom I was very close to, passed away on Christmas day and I think that didn't help with how I was already feeling. I'm truly gutted and I feel worthless.