Not enjoying the newborn phase like everyone says I should

My LO is 9 days old and I'm struggling! Overall she is a very good girl, very healthy, and she's taking a bottle of my milk well and latching well for the most part. But I'm still so sleep-deprived and filled with hormones, anxiety, etc. that I feel like I'm not properly enjoying her like I should.

It doesn't help that everyone tells me "oh enjoy this phase, this is the best time when she is just small and enjoys cuddles, wait until X age and you'll really be struggling" like ? I'm struggling now!! I guess I'm just so tired and busy with constant pumping / feeding that I'm not able to just enjoy her and bond with her. Is this normal postpartum? Am I just weird? I also really enjoyed pregnancy whereas everyone I've talked to hated it so idk.