I FUCKING HATE VALIUM

My neighbour gave me some cause i wanted xans but they run out so i bought 5 10mg pills i went to bed took one felt "sober" hour or so later i took another and i sniff one then i got black out i didnt remember shit snorting is last thing i remember My MOTHER (she didnt have knowlage of my benzo use) waking me up and i had some loli rape hentai on my phone on full volume (I DONT FUCKING REMEMBER WATCHING HENTAI) bow she thinks im junkey and pervert thank u valium i thoigh it would be like xan, fuck my life fuck fuck fuckkkm