The Holy Spirit….is just your higher self

You do not need to venerate some distant "Spirit in the Sky" for your spiritual direction.

In the 'Law Of One', we learn that, part of the boon you receive as a 6th density being (far in your current linear future) is the ability to essentially communicate with your previous self/selves backward throughout all your incarnations.

Thus the entity who cares for you the very most, the one with your best interests at heart and the one who knows your path intimately is none other than your distant and future self. Elevated, knowing, and compassionate beyond understanding.

In many ways you are the god you are seeking. And your future self will eventually discover that it is indeed the Creator in disguise. We are a fractal of the personality of the One Infinite Creator. Rejoice in the peace that your battle has already been won -- you have just yet to see the forest for the trees.