Anyone else feel like it’s hopeless to talk to neurotypical people?

I’ve mentioned in probably a couple of people that I am not diagnosed with autism yet.

It honestly it feels so hard to talk to neurotypical people. Even though I’m classified as “neurotypical”, I don’t really think I am. :/

It’s so hard to have conversations with people because im always so misunderstood by most people, including my family. I’m being “rude”. My tone is “unwelcoming”. “I don’t explain things well”

I’m not joking when I say this but I feel like the only people I get along well with are my friends, and my twin sister who are all diagnosed with autism. (And ofc my ratties :3), Could be a coincidence but I’m not sure.

I swear the only “neurotypical” person I get along with is my mother, but even then, there’s always a lot of misunderstandings and fighting.

Idk why I’m making this post: maybe someone can relate or not? Idk.

I’m not trying to be discriminative or an attention seeker or anything like that but it feels so much easier to talk to autistic people. I feel like they understand me. My best friend who is autistic, is literally my sister (not really but feels like it). We have so much in common and we cannot talk for weeks to months and everything is the same. There’s never any fighting or misunderstandings and it just feels so easy.

I’ve mentioned in probably a couple of people that I am not diagnosed with autism yet.

It honestly it feels so hard to talk to neurotypical people. Even though I’m classified as “neurotypical”, I don’t really think I am. :/

It’s so hard to have conversations with people because im always so misunderstood by most people, including my family. I’m being “rude”. My tone is “unwelcoming”. “I don’t explain things well”

I’m not joking when I say this but I feel like the only people I get along well with are my friends, and my twin sister who are all diagnosed with autism. (And ofc my ratties :3), Could be a coincidence but I’m not sure.

I swear the only “neurotypical” person I get along with is my mother, but even then, there’s always a lot of misunderstandings and fighting.

Idk why I’m making this post: maybe someone can relate or not? Idk.

I’m not trying to be discriminative or an attention seeker or anything like that but it feels so much easier to talk to autistic people. I feel like they understand me. My best friend who is autistic, is literally my sister (not really but feels like it). We have so much in common and we cannot talk for weeks to months and everything is the same. There’s never any fighting or misunderstandings and it just feels so easy.