New Audiologist, feeling lost

Hello all,

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I graduated in May and started my job in July. I enjoy the work I do and the people I work with but I have struggled with my mental health for so long and I am finding it difficult to make the transition to independent audiologist. I'm worried about how my mental health will affect my job in the future (as it is now but I am pushing through). Are there any audiologists that work from home? I feel like I picked a field that I'm not cut out for, I have so much anxiety about letting my patients down or not doing everything I'm supposed to do to have the best success. Every morning I leave my house and I feel so hopeless that this is my life every day for the next so many years, riddled with anxiety and depression about the world. Does anyone else deal with this? I'm only 26 and I'm worried I picked the wrong profession. The pandemic has really taken a toll on me and I am curious if there are any non-traditional audiology jobs out there that I might be better suited for at this time in my life?

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Thank you for any advice you have.