Nietzche, suffering and affirmation of life vs God help

I am still unconvinced by Nietzche affirmation of life and I need help.

Okay, so Nietzche believes that we need to embrace this world, and that religions such as Christianity, or philosophies like Schopenhauers, make us weak, because they point to a different world

So they effectively make us hate this world. But when I look at all the suffering that life contains, on such a grand scale, don't you wish too there was a God, so that all this suffering has an objective meaning? I don't think that life just 'is' and we are placing our subjective value judgements on it by being astounded so much by all the pain we wish there was a God. I think that if the meaning of life contains questions about significance and value, and if life contains so much suffering in such vast proportion, isn't a desire for God reasonable, not weakness?