How do you deal with life’s meaninglessness?

I am a FEB Aquarius, i fee l like we think a lot. Like a lot. Not sure if its a coping mechanism or we just like to control things so we can feel safe. From time to time i have this feeling in the background that comes up front

Its just not knowing where you are heading in life and i know everyone feels this, but just get so overwhelmed when i corm across this. Even setting goals and going after them feels useless and a way to distract myself from feeling hallow.

Like whats this useless living everyday man.

Things like working for a new car, having some nice friends and etc are things that make you feel good.

But its just getting tired of just existing

Just curious how fellow Aquarius relate and cope with this?