Can you resonate with this?

23M - I find it hard to maintain friendships for some reason. Like every time i am in a friend group situation initially its fun and exciting, but after some time they always tend to corner me, and i forcefully have to leave because it no longer serves me.

But i am really fine with one on one friendships

Generally i do like to think i am fun, caring and charismatic person to be around. But when friends abandon me again and again i lose this version of myself.

I don’t know if its just anxiety of life of if its just we Aquarius people are just different that we find it hard to have a sense of belonging with people and the world.

And then perhaps i find myself going out and doing things alone.

Sometimes it’s just hard to have a Aquarius type of personality not sure how to explain.