Am I wrong for this?

I am in a community that's pretty accepting, not just of age regression, it's really just anything (LGBTQAI+, disability, religion, races, etc) and as a boy who is genderfluid, AroAce, autistic and questioning my faith with ADHD and signs of PTSD, I'm in this community for that reason. Like it's a safe space so I joined.

I've been in this community for a little over a year at this point, while I'm not close with everyone, I am close with a good few and I'm just friendly with others. This is because I'm introverted in the way that I don't really care how many friends I have but I'm extroverted in the way that I can have a million and be content, basically I'm friends with you if you want to be friends with me but I'll never really ask unless I see it necessary. Like if someone is sad I'll comfort them or if they bring something up that I'm interested in, I'll talk to them but otherwise I'm content with not talking.

Anyway, there is a section specifically for littles and caregivers, like if someone is in littlespace and they want to be cared for, they talk in there and wait for someone to respond.

I've never been in this section up until recently, I just never really looked at it. Part of the reason is that I'm not very active so whenever someone is in that section, they're likely already talking to a caregiver so they're okay.

Well two days ago(I think, it could've been yesterday idk), I was on discord and I saw a message pop up, the section wasn't muted by me so that's how.

Basically it was one of my friends, I'll call them Alex(all pronouns), and they were little. I clicked on it because Alex seemed sad and they were talking to another little since there wasn't a caregiver and Alex was upset.

I'll call this other little Carlos. To summarize, Alex wanted to hurt herself because she is little and didn't like that and Carlos was trying to get him to not do that.

So I basically talked Alex out of it, then we just played TikTacToe until Alex went to sleep. Later Carlos was upset so I helped him too, though I'm not gonna go into depth on that because I don't want to tbh.

After Alex woke up, they were not in littlespace anymore, I made sure by asking them and stuff. They did thank me so I think I'm good? So at least I'm a good caregiver. I haven't heard from Carlos, though Carlos isn't that active so go figure.

But I am feeling a certain way and I don't know if it's bad? Like I'm friends with them when they're little and not little but now I kinda want to speak to them when they're little? Is that me taking advantage of it for a ego boost or something? I mean it did feel good when they said they liked me as a caregiver so maybe, I just kinda want to take care of them again.

I do like when they're big too, don't get me wrong, like I enjoy them as a friend and I like talking to them when they're not regressed because we have similar interests and stuff but I kinda want them to be little again.

Is that bad? I haven't been a caregiver before so I don't know if it's normal or not