Helpless. Pedophilia feels so igrained into our culture, society

I don’t even know how to word this, because my mind is all over the place. I am sorry if this post makes no sense. Ironically, I don’t believe that the family members who sexualised me as a child were actual pedophiles. Maybe I’m in denial, but regardless pedophilia and the sexualisation of children is everywhere. It is cultural, structural. I don’t want to be apart of our society which cannot guarantee the safety of even one child. Often I think that our world should burn to dust.