money phobia

ako lang ba ang natatakot na gastusin pera ko? i am earning enough naman pero i overthink all outgoing expenses to the point na nagdadamot ako sa sarili ko. im just so afraid na mawalan.

pero kung gagastos for other important people okay lang naman sakin. pero kung for me, it will take weeks months years before ako magdecide and i will list down all cheaper alternatives hahaha

sometimes good thing naman pero minsan naaawa ako sa sarili ko??? HAHAHA how much should i have in savings ba para di na ako takot to spend my own money 😭