Fuck a Job

Seriously fuck work I think it's dumb as shit that I have too work just to keep a roof over my head the whole concept is so fucking stupid. I can't hold a job even with meds and I have no fucking desire to work and sell my life away at a place I don't want to be at around a bunch of people I don't fucking care about. Every single fucking second at a job feels like an infinite indefinite undefinable amount of fucking time. I never fucking asked to be born I don't owe society shit I was forced to exist without my consent and now I'm expected to work just to be able to lay in a fucking bed protected from the elements. I literally just want to exist in fucking peace with a roof over my head. I'd just start building my own fucking little home in the middle of the woods if I could but nope they have rules against that too. I wish my mom would have just aborted me sometimes fuck capitalism and fuck this life if I wasn't such a coward I probably would have ended it already. But apparently a lot of people are just ok with this and look at me like I'm crazy for saying this. And at least some people get to stay with there parents without working but I don't get to have that luxury my mom was a understanding good parent but she passed away the only person I have left is my piece of shit father whom when I told him about my problems with ADHD he had the audacity to tell me "just focus it's simple" 🤬.