"For fucks sake get a grip over your life."

30F. Adhd diagnosed 2024, on stimulants for past 6 months.

So, I was talking to my (supposedly) good friend of many years. Who knows about my struggles with Depression and crippling anxiety. And he said this. He said ,"fix yourself" . I am too numb to understand how to respond. He thinks I am too dependent on my sadness and it's irritating.Rn, I am dumbfounded. I shared my most vulnerable side with this person and he thinks that I don't do enough to come out of my sadness and am an "addict" as I take stimulants. I feel like an absolute failure. This is so hard. Life anyways is not easy but today it feels really really hard . I just want to bury myself in a burrow and never come out or engage with anyone. The worst part- I keep thinking whether he is right and I am doomed.

I am heart broken.