preferring real dick over a strap

I've never been with men and never will. I have been with transfems though who have a dick which didn't bother me at all. They're not men and it felt really good. Not just the penetration itself, but knowing their actual body was inside me is such a turn on. I can feel when they cum and I love it a lot. It's so intimate and special to me. I love seeing the cum drip out and just every part of it. I liked sucking real dick and getting dick pics. It's not the same at all with a strap. I feel like the only lesbian in the world who feels this way. I'm not in any way attracted to men, but if a trans woman has a dick i'm into that. Is it weird to still call myself a lesbian? I obviously love pussy too, but that's a given if you're a lesbian. Am I allowed to not really like strap? It just does nothing for me at all.