Just finished ACOWAR - I have no one to talk to about this!

I finished the book yesterday and I am still shook. How can characters that do not exist and are just words on paper affect me so much? I went through the seven stages of grief! Even though most of the shocking moments had been spoiled for me because I can not stop looking at fanart, it was still an EXPERIENCE.

Azriel is literally my husband! Why does he intrigue me so much?

Lucien cannot do no wrong! He is also my husband.

Elain bothers me! Nesta rocks! Feyra, of course, rocks! Our High Lady!

Mor bothers me. What the hell is her power? What does the Power of Truth even mean? It frustrates me so much. It is implied that she can only speak the truth when she meets with the human priestesses to convince them to give half of their book, yet she lies multiple times throughout the book. I do not understand why she could not be open to her family about her personal life, and I hate that she drags Cassian and Azriel along for 500 years?! What's wrong with her? Especially Azriel. I do not understand why she couldn't have told him she does not feel that way.

I do not get why there is so much hate for Tamlin... He is a highly complex character. And it was redeeming for him that he helped bring Rhysand back to life. I feel bad for him.

Anyway, I would love to hear your thoughts and talk about the books.

I am starting ACOFAS tonight <3