Mom of two planning abortion

Just coming here for reassurance. I’m a mom of two with mental health struggles. Somehow got pregnant from a failed condom this month and after the election cannot imagine being pregnant or giving birth in the USA. I’m going to drive to New Jersey this afternoon and get pills same day since PA has a 24 hour wait after an initial session. I’m scared and looking for reassurance. I can’t be more than 6 weeks or so. I just can’t do it again.