Humbled by a smart trainer

I've decided to take my riding a lot seriously. I've done a lot of gravel events in the past and I'm usually one of the last or the last person across the line. I know I'm never going to podium, until maybe like my 60-70s. I decided to upgrade my fluid trainer, speed, and cadence sensor to an actual smart trainer and holy shit. My FTP went from 259 to 190 because I'm using a real power meter.

Hurt my pride just a little bit, but I know in the long run, I'll be a better cyclist. I start the 12 week FTP builder on Monday. I'm aiming to increase my FTP to 220-230 by fall.