Does anybody else have trouble getting used to not being fat?

I have lost about half my goal and I feel great but also I’m surprised to also feel kind of lost. I think I really leaned into being a big soft mom and I don’t know how to be anything else. Did anyone else feel kind of torn? Like you’re going to miss your overweight self a little bit? I can’t tell you how surprising it is to feel like this - I did not see it coming.