"I hope I articulated things in a way that makes sense and doesn't make anything in my life or the life of people I care about's life worse"

do we think noel or a friend contacted zach recently about him continuing to bring up the relationship online and now amber and her supporters using it in her content? the quote in the title is from the end of his "catching up" video and he looked like he was about to cry when he said it.

there was the friend that posted here recently (they deleted their account afterward) telling everyone to stop talking about noel so i wonder if they or someone who knows zach IRL contacted him and told him to STFU on the internet. his voice also got super shaky when he was talking about the "boundaries" he has with his ex in that video.

there was the discord message he posted about the break the other day that said "i just don't think i'm mentally in a place where i'm able to articulate things without making things worse."

sooo him saying the wrong thing on the internet seems to be on his mind a lot lately