HELP ME!!PLEASE READ

Made a couple of post in here about struggling with meds. I've been on vyvanse 10+ years cand am urrently prescribed 60mg, but it doesn't work and I find myself taking 2-3 at once just to feel normal. I hate it and it makes me feel guilty but I have to work and maintain focus. My doctor has added the mid-day adderrall IR dose but I think my tolerance is way to high for any of this stuff to work. I normally run out and have 2 weeks off meds so my tolerance has time to reset but I still find myself needing a higher dose. I want to switch meds but have had HORRIBLE experiences on focalin...don't remember how I felt with concerta because it was so long ago but thinking about going back to it. Idk need some advice from ppl who get it.