Having aspergers is shit

There's this misconception that all autistic people are " Happy and daft , we're smart etc etc" and yes some people on the spectrum are clever but not everyone is. I'm quite knowledgeable in Film and TV I wanted to pursue a career in television but it never happened because of my burnout as I got older plus employers don't want to hire someone like me.

The one thing that really angers me is this statement " Having mild autism or being autistic is a positive thing" ....... no it's not , it really isn't you haven't lived with my condition it's terrible , it's exhausting, it's depressing in my honest opinion.

My future and a lot of autistic people's future is very uncertain and I truly believe I will live a life of misery until I am no longer on this earth which would be a good thing because I wasn't supposed to be born in a world that doesn't want me or like me.

That's all I have to say I've got it out of my system 💔💔