Regrets, Regrets and Regrets

17M
Blessed, I was always blessed...

I was born with some fine face, working limbs and good height

I have parents who do everything for me, and I know that if one day i became the

most biggest failure of the world, they would still love me as much

I have great friends, they push me into right thing, they are studious, strong, popular, the best friend circle i couldve gotten.

I have got everything, yet I am a failure...
Kids who got so much are winning in their lives

I doomscroll everyday, Im a p**n addict, Im an arrogant, rudeass mf who never respects people.
Who chooses to always take wrong decision, KNOWINGLY what would be their consequence.

In my whole life, i was blessed, yet In my life, there hasnt been a fcking single moment where i could say i have won...I always ended up losing, Not because i lacked anyone or anything, But I lacked myself...

I let my ego and abuse ruin my first relationship, I let my careless ruin my academics...