I've left r/ selfharmscars. I feel invalid

I've loved that sub, but everytime I saw it on my feed, I've felt really really invalid. Their cuts are so much worse than mine, and even though I know I'm supposed to feel valid no matter what, I just can't shake off the feeling that I just... I don't know, don't deserve to feel like them?

Sorry, it's kinda hard to explain it. It's like being that weird kid in class that no one likes, the weird kid that sits alone on lunch because they're different. That's how I feel everytime I visit that community, that I just don't belong there. That my cuts are nothing and I'm just a fucking idiot who has no reason to feel bad whatsoever. So I've just left. I don't plan to return there anytime soon