It hurts too much

Today I've deleted your number, your photos and everything that reminds me of you. I even deleted my favorite photos of you, ones that can't be replaced. Everything is gone aside from the box that I keep these memories of you in... This teddy bear, your perfume, the necklace and what's left of the bracelet along with the other items I didn't get to send you before we split... I cry when I think of the attack on Titan hoodie you got for me. I'm sure you gave it away or something... I think about how good it would feel to be wrapped up in it right now even without you here. But it doesn't matter does it... You made that clear to me so many times...

I really tried... If you'd had just told me where to start instead of leaving like you did maybe I could have fixed it... Anyways.. I hope you never read this message... I wish you the best...

The memory that replays the most in my mind -

You: good luck

Me: likewise

You: "YAY I got my likewises back"