Make me

Can you do something to make me stop loving you?

Is there anything I wouldn't forgive you for?

How do you stop loving someone when your love was never measured by how well they loved you? My love didn't grow from soil you watered, it grew despite the drought.

I don't know how to let you go. I don't know how to stop waiting for you to be the man I know you could be.

Do you run because you love me? Or was it all a charade? Am I that naive to think this was real? That even though you can't carry the weight of it, part of you wants to? Am I naive to think if you were healed, you would be able to love me?

Will time drown this out? Or will you break me some more? Is there a chance here?

Can you convince me you're not worth loving without hurting me more? I'm waiting for you to tip the scale. To hurt me irreparably or finally give into loving me. Make me feel like I'm hard to lose.

P.s. I found your dating profile today. Why try online dating when you aren't ready to be with the girl you just claimed to be in love with. Why is it easier to talk to someone new than the girl you claimed was so important to you? Do you just like the novelty? Or are you just afraid of someone getting too close? Do you only like them at arms length? Any closer, and you push away.