Sheets of empty canvas

I feel empty and disinterested in everything.

I know I should care. I simply can't.

I'm ruining everything again and it hurts.

Maybe the only thing I feel right now is pain and exhaustion.

I need help. I want to ask for help.

I don't want to be anybody's problem.

I want it to stop. I want to be okay again.

I want warmth. I need love. I need rest.

Please tell me I'm going to be fine.