Morbidly obese at uni 🥲

Hi I know this sounds fake but im just looking for advice or any general honesty for my situation and im really unsure of what to do

Im 20, nearly 32 stone and I think I should’ve deferred my entry until I lost some weight to be honest. I feel so freakish, my flatmates judge me and make comments when im in the kitchen. I feel like people are constantly staring at me and I feel so shit. I knew people were gonna be like this but im just spiralling right now and I didn't anticipate how hard it would be. Somebody in my group project referred to me as "that fat one" the other day and I went and cried in the toilets afterwards

My campus is huge and tbh im struggling to walk across it in time to get to my lectures, especially because there's quite a lot of hills. I have a lot of practicals but I can’t stand up for long periods of times which means I miss a lot of it and I feel like im falling behind. I’ve spoken to the disability team but it’s quite an integral part to the degree so there’s not a lot they can do. Im just so mentally done already