Getting my third colonoscopy and second egd in the past year 😭

I’ve been in remission for almost three years (moderate proctosigmoiditis). I dealt with cdiff for six months and didn’t know it because no one at the er did a stool test said ct was good and kept sending me home. Now I am on my fifth gastroenterologist in the past year and a half. My last one didn’t check on me after my fmt or listen to the rest of my concerns. I kept having left side pain on my abdomen even tho my cdiff was negative. Anyways been constipate to the point I go once a week, can’t eat anything because I’m nauseous and my upper abdomen hurts, and can’t swallow food without almost choking on it and omg the reflux to the point it just comes up especially if I bend over. This gastroenterologist want to check and see if I have stomach ulcers or h pylori and see if there’s a strain of cdiff lingering around or something like that. Finally feel like I’m being heard. Idk I feel like my body keeps wanting to go into a flare but nothing just fatigue and joint pain.