I don't want kids.

My hormones are going baby crazy. I don't want kids. Right now I have several women around me on the daily that are pregnant. I'm going to my step daughters baby shower this weekend. I have a wonderful husband but we have talked about it. We don't want kids. He has three and they are enough. I'm going to be 40 this year. I do not want kids. Hormones, calm the F down! It's like a baby monster lives in my brain and I suddenly see every man as eligible to get me pregnant. I hate it but it's like a drug. Especially when I see a man I find attractive. I have a husband for crying out loud! Stop it uterus! I hope I'm not the only one out there. Thanks for reading.