Tonight I become another dead veteran who couldn’t save his marriage.

Wife said she wants a divorce for sure today, 3 days after I started a temporary duty assignment. I’m almost 40 and worn out and probably will never find another person who loves me again from the posts I read on Reddit about how bad dating is these days. I just couldn’t make her happy, and I just don’t want to live for decades alone except for seeing my kid every couple weeks and shit. I’m good. Sorry to my class and my commander and shirt who’s gonna need to do paperwork galore but it’s best I get this done now.

Edit: I ended up calling a friend last night, gave him my CCW so I don't have it around, and went in to duty so I didn't end up causing my trouble for myself, but I will be talking to the Chaplin tomorrow about my issues. I want to talk to our mental health people but I am wary of it because I think at best I could get sent back from training, at worst thrown out, but the Chaplin is a good start as they are confidential. Thank you for talking sense into me.