[Discussion] By far the biggest roadblock I’ve faced in this hobby

As you swipe you can kinda see where I fell off with completion status, I like to platinum every single game I play and at some point a year ago I just stopped being so… durable and unscathed with the boringness and difficulty of certain platinums. I cancelled my ps plus subscription to save money for games I actually wanted to play, Elden, rdr2, re4, persona 3 & 5, etc. I absolutely love every single one of these games and don’t yet have lumbago from rdr2 yet… despite how generally plan, simple and fun most of these platinums are supposed to be I just can’t bring myself to complete them. I’ve tried taking breaks but don’t want to permanently let go of this because I’m 17 and letting go of games would feel like I’m letting go of my childhood.