EATEOT first listen

I’ve been totally fixated on this album for months. I’ve watched every analysis and reaction video you can think of, but couldn’t stomach the thought of actually listening to the album myself because it scared me so bad. Well, I finally pushed my fears aside and bit the bullet while on a 10 hour car ride today. I listened to the whole thing in one sitting. Needless to say, I’m scared shitless by every noise, can’t sleep, and I think I regret my decision lol. I loved it though, this album is a fantastic piece of art, even if it terrifies me. Hopefully this paranoia and anxiety will cease soon. 😔