the end my be drawing close

genuinely cant stand my face anymore people at school have called me ugly my hole life, girls hate me for no reason, i play sports where the average person looks like god's favorite. im obviously his least, have had a horrible life and havent been genuinely happy sonce 2018, i cant sleep anymore when i do i dont feel like i have its getting to the point where im getting way too tired just from basic exercise whereas before i was wayy more athletic. I just cant take it anymore the mental and physical abuse is too much im so tired i just wanna stop