Completed 3 years w/o po*n

I still remember the day, when I was in 2 nd class aur mere 6th k dost n muze 1st time wo chiz dikhayi thi school k baad, then it started happening on daily basis. Fir usne muze sites btayi, I started watching on my father's phone. Uske baad 4th m muze 1st time mera khud ka phone diya bs calling k liye usme net nhi tha to hotspot se dwnlod krke dekhne lga, jb ghr wale bhr khi jate the tb ya game khelne k reasons se mummy k phone lekr v dekhne lga... I was very veryy addictive

Then 8th, personal room + phone aur ab m bina btaye net rechrg v krne lga tha paise bchakr ( mainly pubg k liye)

8th m m dinner k baad 2 3 bje tk pubg khelta tha wo chiz k bad so jata, school 7 se 11 extra tha for othr exam n 12 - 5 school uske bad ghr aakr fir game dinner repeat I was in that loop. Tbh I really enjoyed that phase. Then suddenly I got crush on my class mate as 8th m hmara toppers ka alg class kiya tha, We used keeping looking n smiling at each othr Tbh I really liked her at that time, So I left watching corn as I feel its cheating to watch it. I was about to do proposal, Suddenly she started ignoring me. Avoiding all the time, Fir muze pta chla, uski bestie n khud k bestie k bande k doat k sath setting lagva di aur wo v usko psnd krti thi.

Bura to lga bhai bht I tried to send req on snapchat( sirf uske liye install kiya tha) n ig, she rejected it. fir 9th 10th gujr gye as 11 m wo dono ek clg chle gye, m dummy m admission le liya. Mere ek dost n usi clg m admission le liya Fir I got to know, mere doat n btaya, meri crush ka banda dusri ladkiyo k sath sexting v krta h dusri ladkiyo k sath flirting v.

Koi na, its life... then 12th hua wo dono fir se ek hi clg m hai abhi..

To meri story, 11 m thoda bht 2 3 hafte dekhne lga

Fir I watched ' Asli mard ' yt series by Sahil jamdar ig. Wo dekhne k baad bs chor diya mne

Isi time 3 sal phle dekhna chor diya

Still continuing...

Feeling really lite as tb bs cheap dopamine k piche bhagta tha

Corn story k chkkr m love life bich m aa gyi XD Pr wo ek angle rha tbh ek kick mili chorne ki starting m

Bs itna hi....

Peace out.

MEN ARE BRAVE